
Wow, what a month! We just got back from our summer place on Sunday night and it's been a whirlwind ever since. It's been insanely busy and I've had no time to post. Plus my laptop still has no wireless internet service unless plugged in down in our basement and I just don't have many opportunities to sneak down there (it's nearly midnight now and I should be asleep!).
I am hoping to catch up with what's been going on for the last few weeks, but the days have been full as we gear up for all of the fall transitions. Since we arrived home, we have been shopping to get all of Hillary's dorm and college stuff as well as back-to-school clothes and supplies for Hannah, Chris and Matt. Hannah was the first to go to school. She had kindergarten orientation on Tuesday and then will start her normal schedule next Tuesday, the 2nd. Matt started 11th grade on Wednesday, August 27th, but now gets Friday-Monday off. We will drop Hillary at Harvard on Sunday (after traveling to visit my dad on Saturday). She's working for a week before her actual move-in day, next Saturday the 6th so we will be going back to deliver all of her things next weekend. I start school on the 3rd (Yup, somehow I have to try and fit it in between the five kids, the two dogs, soccer, ballet, violin, gymnastics, swimming, housework, a husband who works too much, etc. Please wish me luck...I'm very nervous ;^). It seems insane to me but I'll try it for a semester. Oh and as soon as I registered our agency emailed and asked if we'd be ready for a match NOW. What?? You've got to be kidding!?? I thought we had about 6-9 more months at least. Oh, well...we shall see what happens. Just kind of wished I hadn't chose now to overbook our schedules, but we can change that if/when we need to. Anyway, Christopher goes back and starts 7th grade on the 4th. I'm also working on the fall schedule and sign-ups for sports, ballet, SAT prep, etc. I think I signed Hannah up for too much. Actually, I know I did. She's enthusiastic and loves everything just like Hillary did so it's hard to resist. So, she'll be going to 1/2 day kindergarten and taking violin lessons, ballet, gymnastics, and soccer. Sometime later in the fall, she wants to add scouts and swimming. Phew! We shall see. She is the kind of kid who has colored, painted, read books and done collages by 9 am and is bored. She has so much energy, but mine is limited which is an unfortunate part getting older (and having a two year old who still won't sleep through the night).
This time of year is always a bit overwhelming and I can't wait until we get settled and into a groove (and I get a master calendar done so I know what to do and where to be when). Only then will I know if we can keep a healthy balance. If not, I'm not afraid of chopping things out of the schedule. I am looking forward to having a bit of time just with Emma. She'll have her own little gym class and we will have time to go to the library for story time or to the park. She loves to just go out for a walk and look for rocks and acorns and wildlife. It's going to be nice to have time where she can set the pace and agenda without any competition from the bigger, faster, louder kids. I'm going to cherish this time.
The photo above is one I took of Hannah on our front porch as we headed out for her kindergarten orientation. I think she's been nervous about this new phase in her life. She's worried that she will miss me and be homesick. She's worried that she can't be away from me that long. She's been struggling with mood and behavior a bit and I think she's feeling stressed. At the same time, she's been very sweet and a bit vulnerable and it's actually kind of nice to to see this very thoughtful side of her personality. It's given us the opportunity to have some really great conversations which give me a greater glimpse into what is going on inside of her. She is an extremely outgoing child, full of energy and spunk (a little too much spunk sometimes!). She's feisty and funny and usually very confident and I hope she will feel more like herself once the first week of school is over and she adjusts. I think she'll give her teacher, who seems like a perfect match...warm, kind, with a great reputation, a run for her money...in a good way. She's was so engaged during orientation and answered and asked a ton of questions. She is very bright, inquisitive and misses nothing. It will be interesting to see how this goes. I, on the other hand, having homeschooled 2 of my 3 older kids through kindergarten and beyond wasn't sure I'd ever do public kindergarten again. I'll be watching pretty closely, but I think for Hannah, as far as I can tell now, this will be a good thing for a number reasons that seem too complicated to explain. It should be a fun learning experience for all of us and, if not, we'll bring her back home again. I wouldn't mind a bit because I'm going to miss her, too! I just think this may be the right thing for her right now. We'll see.





